Lookin' In

I was once filled with joy
Surrounded by my friends
I thought that that woud never change
But all good times have ends
Times when hope dies
And you try to fly and fall
Times when you made a risky choice
And it didn't pay off at all

So I want to know
Why did this happen now?
I wash for the time that had been
Why did I loose it all?
I'm on the outside, lookin' in

I tried to risk it all
I did things that were unkind
Things that can't be forgivn'
But love had made me blind
I knew that he was yours
I wasn't happy with what I had
I was someone I should never be
Now we're both hurt and sad

And I want to know
Why did this happen now?
I wash for a time that had been
Why did I risk it all?
I'm on the outside, lookin' in

Why do I always recieve
the same kind of hurts that I throw?
I'm on the outside, lookin' in
And I want to know

I want to know
Why did this happen now?
I wish for a time that had been
Why did I risk it all?
I'm on the outside, lookin' in
Why?
I wish for a time that had been
Why did I risk it all?
I'm on the outside, lookin' in
Lookin' in.